so i got to drive my truck for like 3 weeks and yesterday i blew the motor up.... the temperature gague was broken and i drove it until it blew up... i'm so frustrated right now with everything and I'm having to depend on my friends around me to take me from place to place and to work and it makes me feel like i'm back in junior high.... i'm not to fond of this feeling...

i'm just really stressed out and i'm not really sure where to turn or what i'm supposed to do...

here's a recap of what i've been up to in the past 8 months...

*I worked at a daycare for 3 months and realized that it definately wasn't right for me. At all. I am currently employed with Centerpoint Energy (which is a major corropration in the south) and it's wonderful! I have great health benifits, vacation time and i started my 401k. pretty much i'm groing up. :)

*Justin and I are looking at good dates for a wedding. He is the love of my life and I couldn't be happier.

*I'm in the market for a new vehicle and am having difficulties settling for something that's worth paying an arm and a leg for. I'm old fashioned and can't see paying tons of money for a vehicle... but that's just me.

*God is helping me shape my views of being an adult and maintaining my beliefs. He is truely amazing beyond words.